Cutey Bird at Our Doorstep

Part 1
Hi, welcome back and thanks again for taking the time to read my blog. Honestly speaking, I'm starting to enjoy blogging for I can deliver my everyday stories to you whom i couldn't reach at the moment.

Nothing has been going around but I have certain things in my mind for me to bla bla... Till today, I am still trying to adapt to changes that go about everyday without us noticing. By the time you realized, it would be the dawn of the day or sunset before the night.

Just recently, a tiny little bird has built a nest home on our plants being displaced near our wooden door. Actually, there was the time when the same type of bird came during the season and landed on our plant as a temporary home. Whenever I try to approach the nest, the bird will zoom out in a flash, scare that I, the predator might harm her. It really is a pity for I feel that if  only I can be a step closer to her, I might be able to feed her with bread crumbs or sth birds would love. 

And so this tiny bird had given birth to an even smaller baby bird. Couples of weeks has gone by as the baby continued to grow and soon it was taught several practice lessons on flying. The first several attempts by the bird were of course shaky but with the parents support, he managed in the end. Wish could have shown you the process but that's okay because I will be eagerly waiting for this coming bird to come home after her mating period is over. Probably, it would take approximately a week for her to find her destined partner like we humans do. Therefore, her ideal partner would likely to be more muscular, attractive or even more talented in a way.

I will probably take a picture of the bird nest when the sunrises tomorrow. Let me tell you, it really is a blessing seeing the nest being worked out from scratch to a completely new home for them to stay. It amazes me of how this tiny bird can built her home with her own efforts. Unlike us, we would need constructors, architects, painters, and other work forces to have a building developed. Of course, I would clearly understand because the building is a large one to begin with. If it were to be only one person to do all that, it would take ages and might not even be possible.

About time now, so I'll be off to help massage my mum's leg. Will show you the bird nest photo tomorrow. Hehe.......

Never will U be Alone.

It's been a while since I last wrote....Having 1 or 2 people/supporters reading my blog gives me the zeal to write more. I'm glad that this is how we can connect with each other even though we are far apart. 

Well, it's been about a year since the day I got ill. I can tell you that I've been struggling really hard and face so many failures due to lack of self-discipline and confidence towards myself. Sometimes I wonder, does God really exist? To those out who are mentally weak/ low threshold, I bet they do not think so...IF God were to exist, why is it we do not get the comfort and relief we want whenever we need? We can't get what we expect nor can we ask for more...Sometimes, I found it frustrating. But when I think about it, probably because we have not place enough trust and faith in God.

At times when life seems tough or lifeless, I FELT deep sadness and loneliness as I seek for more attention.. Knowing that everyone has their own pathway to go, it can't be help when we have those feelings. There are times when even those besides you seem far away from you for they can only contribute externally. The rest is dependent upon our choice and decision-making. How we response to situation and how we feel are responsibilities that we must take. 

However, as I realized that parents and friends out there are working hard each day and never once given up on me, I felt that God is indeed working through me and the people around me. It is only that I cannot feel that way when I'm in that state. Today, as I slowly found myself gaining more love and support from friends and my family, I realize that I'm indeed lucky. 

I thankful enough for my mum for she has never stopped asking me to study...She would be mad if I don't do so...Well, because of her, I'm slowly gaining my momentum in studying and, I found it more enjoyable. Even friends who are working hard to live their life,..by reading their updates on fb or even blogs, you will get a sense of  motivation to move on.....

So, friends reading this now, you know who you are......U will never be alone when life seems tough. As long we continue to hold hands together and remain steadfastness, I'm sure we can overcome life barriers. 

Love you guys and may you be well and safe.

                         

My Favourite Anime of All.....

It's been a while since I last watched anime. Probably I have stopped watching anime since my mother nags me not to watch too much or else she will confiscate my computer.

True there are so many well-made animes that are being released. In fact, I really love anime with sports genre especially 'Kuroko No Basket'. I just feel the players in the anime are so idealistic, you know what i mean.....but of course it will only be in my dream.

So, the one that caught my eye is .....make a guess, ...1..2..3...u got it. IS Kuroko Tetsuya, the one with having a lot of blue colour parts the most; the eyes, the hair, and also his pop ice-cream. Hehe....Though he's not the best player in the team, but he still shine so coolly through his play in basketball tournament , and his personality which is of combination between seriousness and maturity.

Kuroko Tetsuya

When the game is on, he will look something like this.....First, he disappear from the sight of his opponent but then, he will use his invisibility to diverge the ball to the hands of his team mates. After that, his team mates will score points by throwing the ball into the loop...Here's a short clip of his first amazing play....

                                      
And so the combination play between Kuroko himself with Kagami Taiga, his so called 'light' partner makes them difficult to defeat....Woo hoo!!!

To my delight, the Kuroko no Basket season 2 is going to be aired next month on Oct 5th. Really really can't wait! :)

KUROKO NO BASKET Season 2

The World I Live In

Sometimes, it amazes me of how much our era has evolved. If you look back in the 19th century, they do not have as much conveniences as we do now in terms of technologies and educations. Neither do they have washing machine to help them wash clothes nor a good wide LCD screen to watch international sports and 3D movies. Also, they do not have much educational opportunities as we do now whereby students are able to select their own choice of schools, colleges and universities.

During those days, many were not able to receive education from a very young age. If I think about it, probably many of the kids were only given opportunities to study till they reach standard 6 or F3. If you look at now, there are wide range of schools to choose from; private or public, vocational or the usual high schools, colleges and universities offering different types of courses from arts, engineering, businesses, medical health sciences all the way down to theological studies. So, if you ask me aren't we are fortunate enough to be living in the 20s....I do feel so.   :)

Despite of the rapid development  we see today, we can also see the bad sides of the world we live  in . Crime rate increases everywhere throughout the world and with new technologies being developed, there are several out there misusing them to their advantage...eg, hackers, burglars and drug dealers.  For some reason, I was wondering why do they have to exist.....if they were to cause so much troubles, shouldn't they know that what they did were wrong? Though death rate due to health has decreased significantly over the past decades, we still get people who are reckless and oblivious to their safety especially driving.

For weather and the global state, I'm sure you can feel the heat getting to you as there are less nature around with concrete buildings everywhere, global warming and the world's temperature increasing over the few years. Wars still happen today but I'm grateful enough that the world has come to their senses to fight for peace rather than being conquerors over one another. Through that, not only will they benefit the country itself but other nations as well.

I know I'm just a tiny little person in the zillion thousands of people out there....But I hope that at least I can do what I can to make certain changes to the people associated with me and the surroundings' I live in. Coz you might never know the people who have changed turns out to be successful or being huge contributors to the country.

P/S: will say lot more after I watch my favourite Japanese drama' Itazura Na Kiss Love in Tokyo'

10 Things That I Found People Take For Granted

1. The necessities that we have already had for a living...Sometimes, we will complain with the food being too salty or the book being too boring to read. Well, there are many people in poverty that do not have the things we do.
2. The gratefulness towards your roommate who actually does the duty roaster...at times like this, a word of 'thank you' is vital as to portray your alertness towards the efforts they have put into making the place you're living a better and comfortable place.
3. Friends that you are with throughout the journey of tertiary education...Be sure to get in touch after graduation and even when people would have to go separate ways in life.
4. Parents who you found annoying when they set a curfew for you even though you are old enough to decide for yourself. Because when you are actually old enough, you won't be able to receive as much as attention you wish from your parents. It would be other way round whereby you would have to pay more attention towards your parents.
5. Dogs at your neighbor's house which bark loudly every morning.... Could have thought that the dogs are similar to roosters where they make an alarm clock sound every morning. 
6. The things that used to be the center of attention has now been left behind in the store room untouched.
7. Friends who are willing to go to such length when one's in trouble. Because there are many who are not as caring and considerate as this friend has shown.
8. Family who actually spent their time taking care of the elderly where it was suppose to be the duty of others to look after. When the time comes for them to do their duty, they would only understand how hard it must be for the family to have taken their role they are suppose to carry out.
9. Kids like us who prefer to stay on bed sleeping when there is so much fresh air and cool breeze just outside the house during the dawn....He could have get some sip of the air to enjoy what the nature has to offer.
10. People who are lazy in getting their body moving and doing what is good for them. We tend to get attracted into things which are more fun but unbeneficial when we're suppose to be doing what's important.

Amazingly Painful...

Have you wondered why people get discontented so easily? Despite of all the things I've done, it never seems to be enough for the people I care about. Why and why? Why can't people just take a little bit of their time to show some gratitude. Becoz it is through the feelings of thankfulness, that we are able to be tolerant   and learn to appreciate one another. It is really frustrating when you know that there's certain people who can't change the way they think... But I can't blame them, coz I AM ONE OF THEM...

Why can't I do things for myself....take initiative to move on even though life is full of struggles...Why do I remain stationery with my negative thoughts and rebellious desires? Knowing it is wrong but I can't help it. It is too enticing to let go. When I  see friends able to cope with whatever situation they are facing, I've been thinking to myself am I still a kid or what?

 Why do I get irritated so easily even though the matter is just small? For the past two years, I've been struggling with my thoughts over and over again. IT doesn't matter where I am or what time it is, I will remember them clearly over and over again... Is like I abhor them but yet there's still a part of me wanting to hold on to it. Stupid, aren't I.....

I really don't know how my life will be...but I can't let this continue any longer..Don't just sit there...I've gotta CHANGE!!

P/S: I've cooled down already so there's nothing to worry about. You guys out there, continue to work hard in your path line, so that I will be inspired to do the same as you guys....