Never will U be Alone.

It's been a while since I last wrote....Having 1 or 2 people/supporters reading my blog gives me the zeal to write more. I'm glad that this is how we can connect with each other even though we are far apart. 

Well, it's been about a year since the day I got ill. I can tell you that I've been struggling really hard and face so many failures due to lack of self-discipline and confidence towards myself. Sometimes I wonder, does God really exist? To those out who are mentally weak/ low threshold, I bet they do not think so...IF God were to exist, why is it we do not get the comfort and relief we want whenever we need? We can't get what we expect nor can we ask for more...Sometimes, I found it frustrating. But when I think about it, probably because we have not place enough trust and faith in God.

At times when life seems tough or lifeless, I FELT deep sadness and loneliness as I seek for more attention.. Knowing that everyone has their own pathway to go, it can't be help when we have those feelings. There are times when even those besides you seem far away from you for they can only contribute externally. The rest is dependent upon our choice and decision-making. How we response to situation and how we feel are responsibilities that we must take. 

However, as I realized that parents and friends out there are working hard each day and never once given up on me, I felt that God is indeed working through me and the people around me. It is only that I cannot feel that way when I'm in that state. Today, as I slowly found myself gaining more love and support from friends and my family, I realize that I'm indeed lucky. 

I thankful enough for my mum for she has never stopped asking me to study...She would be mad if I don't do so...Well, because of her, I'm slowly gaining my momentum in studying and, I found it more enjoyable. Even friends who are working hard to live their life,..by reading their updates on fb or even blogs, you will get a sense of  motivation to move on.....

So, friends reading this now, you know who you are......U will never be alone when life seems tough. As long we continue to hold hands together and remain steadfastness, I'm sure we can overcome life barriers. 

Love you guys and may you be well and safe.