Honestly speaking, I am in a dazed of why I ended up like this...With all these troubles in mind and all the bad habits I have committed, I am surprised of what I have become. While friends are out there struggling to adapt to changes, here I am sitting in my brother's bedroom having an internal conflict within my soul, yet felt no changes have ever been made.
To me now, there is no way you can define life. Just previously, I have said that life is a word that holds different meaning to different person. My life changes everyday of what I think and of what I do.
........so I was wondering what am I doing till now. Right now, I may be thinking of so many miraculous things I could have done even though it is just me myself- 1 in the infinity of the world. Then seconds later, because i'm not confident with myself, I make excuses for myself which prevents me from what I am supposed to carry out. I know that there cannot be a fixed statement that says it has to be like this and like that.. But just thinking that you can do so much more and what if it is the reverse, you feel like all your thoughts seem true.
Will continue after I have fed my brother....
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