With friends and family by my side, I feel that there's really something special in our relationship. The experience of meeting you for the first time and being friends for so long is not just a mere coincidence but a precious connection that we have that forms how we live till now. With my family at my side, I am honored to have survived the hard journey and made it to the moment where I know i can contribute more than I possibly have imagined.
To you my uncle, I thank you for the support that you provide through this time, There were disagreeable moments but I am grateful for the continuous effort and love you have shown to me and my family. Thanks for the time we spent together every year end on Christmas because that is the time when we spend our special moments together. As such, I will hold deeply in my memories so that I can think upon the good times whenever I'm upset.
For now, I realize the importance of now and the time that we have as we live at the moment, let us cherish the time that we have with beneficial and useful activities so that the life of us and the people around can be made better. To accentuate the positive and diminish the negative is our main goal in life. Therefore, to live my life and made up for all the troubles and hassles I've caused during these times, allow me to change from within into someone who can be relied on. I come to an understanding now that worldly things cannot satisfies our soul but it is those free things that we normally take for granted; eg. air, water, friendship, abilities, knowledge, resources, experiences, God's love and passion towards the world. All of these makes a person a whole and be delivered from evil influences.
With this much life lessons that I have thought of is not a just a thing that happens within a day or two nor even weeks. It is how i perceived and gained after 2 years of depression. Not easy but worth to be alive.
At this time, I would like to make good changes from how I used to live. With being silent and quiet during hard times, I would prefer to express my difficulties and gain what I can learn from people. This is how we survive through tough times and this is how we live till today.
Right here, right now...I've decided to stop myself from watching anime and manga because I found out that watching life experiences would teach us more on how to deal with current life issues. It is undeniably true that anime and manga can be a source of relief and laughter but they do not hold the absolute solution to our daily struggles. What we need to do is to learn how to live a quality way of life and this can only be achieved through real life experiences and the support we gain from our surroundings.
As such, I would remind myself to be more realistic regarding the world we inhabit and be a lot more passionate to the people around me for this is how our life suppose to be. With my final saying on this, hope you will have a good rest and may you have a life more meaningful after reading this...
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