Temptation, An Obstacle to Overcome

It's been months since I'm struggling with my own temptation...I'm sure most are able to overcome temptation, however----Why I CAN'T!!!

I would do things that I shouldn't be doing and at the same time, I would not commit myself to the things I should have done. I'm frustrated why I can't change my stubborn self when I know continuing doing such things will bring adverse effect to myself... In fact, my heart would not want to submit to good changes even though my mind thinks of positive ones..

I always say to myself, aaaa....nevermine la...probably I can do it later, but when the time 'later' approaches, I would still be hesitating to do it...My heart, mind and body would do the opposite things that I ought to do. 

What shall I do then?.. I can't keep all these bad habits to myself anymore..I've gotta change or else the consequences will be severe which I know that I cannot undo. Please Lord, I know you are probably furious and upset for my rebellious act towards you. But, please continue remind me of your presence and your grace so that I will want to do the things which is pleasing to you... I wouldn't want my family and especially you Lord to be deeply disappointed in me. Help me Lord before TIME is RUNNING OUT...