New blog COMING UP!!!

I think is about time that I change to a new blog for I think that I would need more privacy to write the things that happen in my daily life.....There are certain issues like love life, christianity and personal stuff I would like to blog out as I do not wish to offend anyone reading  this blog...... When the moment arrives when I would like to share my life testimonial to you all, I'll be sure to let you know......With that, come to end with my part and thank you for being with me in this journey of mine......God bless and may you have a wonderful life ahead of you.

A Holy Night

The night came when Bro Liu visited our house with Mdm Wong and her husband. When he came, he was as young as in his 60's though his real age is actually 86 years old. Amazing, isn't he?....but that can only come with the grace and love of God that has bestowed upon him ever since he dedicated his life in serving God. Coming from a poor family and of of lack of education background, he had his life in jeopardy and upside down.....I won't discuss in detail but because he had been in situations that we could not have ever imagine, there has been times in the past that he wished to end his life. However, due to circumstances where he felt the Holy Spirit warning him not to take his own life....he was saved from his decision of not comitting suicide and turned over a new leaf following exactly the commandments and the will that God has in plan for him....

On that evening, he's very soul purpose was to pray for my brother to be in better condition.....Probably because, we had difficulty in getting ic renewal for my brother that he prayed that the Lord may assist us in the process of getting it done. It's hard with a brother who is sensitive to new environments that we aren't able to bring him along to the ic renewal department. I don't know actually what's the purpose of that meeting together though I thought that me and my little sister were in a more serious case of needing prayer and attention from him~ FATHER.

So to speak, God is powerful and sovereign  as he touches not only his people but those who are in loss of life, in which he still loves them just as much as......Sometimes, he would devise a plan to use people of misfortune to carry his work to save the people on Earth. Similar to Bro Liu, God has woken him up from the slump that now Bro Liu has his life back in worshiping God and carrying out his will. Then, came the words of concern from Heavenly Father as he convinced my dad to let go of his worries as he is the bread winner of the house......Dad has done so much for us when we are in the depth of despair and sickness. He said that to leave the two of his kids to the Lord's care that he may be able to live a life wonderful and meaningful to God.

Aside that, he has left a calling that my uncle will do God's work when July next year arrives.......When the time comes, he is to follow Him in missionaries around the world....Isn't that great.?.....but I feel amazed by just how sudden the change of plan was....

Now, I'm doing Physiotherapy and the good news is that I'm recovering. However, I wonder if the course I'm taking is the right one for me. I don't mean to be greedy or what because somehow I feel sad for the scholarship of pursuing in medical degree is no longer in my hands.....I would have to start afresh with the course my parents are able to cover up.....Anyway, I'm satisfied with how things are going and may the Lord continue to be with us through ups and downs in life and his world will have no end. Amen.

Perceptual Experience of Now~ 25th Dec 2013 at 5.57pm.

I'm a girl lived with a decent average family and that I have my necessities of life met each day.

It's fun to have friends whom we can share times of joy and times of sorrow.

I'm grateful to my father who has never once abdicate his roles as a father to 3 children and my mother who has perseverance in facing ups and downs in life.

It's a relief that I no longer have the scholarship due to my incapability to show my potential at the moment. Being able to study at a health college nearby is as much as opportunity as the time I had a scholarship.

Having to do housechores and dealing with maid has allowed me to have more understanding and increase control over the household.

As days goes by, there's never a day where I would be out of trouble and that's why I would like to applaud for myself for having to make this far.

Thanks to my family being a christian since I was born, I've been exposed to the wonders and miracles of God's creations and influenced by his everlasting love shown by parents, relatives, friends, and even animals.

Flowers blooming each day with crickets and grasshoppers hopping here and there indicate that there is life going about and that there's never an end to what God's creations can show us....

With advanced technology being invented to assist in the activities of our daily living, it has made the world progressing fast in evolution and that the well-being of humans been improving over the past decades.

Internet as being the most important invention of all allows us to be updated with latest development and assists us greatly in meeting our needy demands each day in terms of economics, health, social and well-being.

No one can live without God's guidance and what we do and perform each day in minutes and every seconds are God's plan for us. He's the one who knows us the most from within our hearts and never will he forsake us as long we continue to trust in him.

A lonely Christmas

This year happens to be the year when my uncle from England stay for a fortnight in Sibu with his family for Christmas. As such, there is only the five of us in the family that get to celebrate christmas together.....To be honest, I was feeling kind of nervous throughout the whole morning while I was doing my housechores and cooking winter melon soup for my brother.....

Knowing that I have to do the job, I persisted in my work but I wasn't able to enjoy like I used to....In fact, I was feeling kind of insecure and that the temptation of seeing my friends and hang out were still in my mind.....Darn it.....don't exactly know why I turn out to be like this....

Nevertheless, I finished by the time the clock struck half past three.....All that's left to do is to take a good refreshing bath as I do stink of pork from cleaning and clearing the fats of the pork for soup making.  Tonite, my mum, younger sister and I will be going out although, it would be so much fun if I hang out with friends to celebrate Christmas Eve.....Wouldn't that make a lot more differences than opening christmas gifts at home?

There is still around 8 more hours to go to open Christmas gifts and just another 2 hours left for my father to bring us out for dinner...Hehehe....at least this keeps company from asking for more.....Probably listening and playing christmas songs would be nice to keep me company for now....Tata....Will continue later at night if possible...

THE NEXT DAY....
Just to continue from last night......My mum, sister and I went out for dinner at Pizza Hut where we ordered a regular seafood pizza, garlic bread, mushroom soups and two glasses of Mountain dew...For our side dish, we ordered a plate of spaghetti carbonara in case we were not full. Though it isn't like an extravagant meal or party, at least we were enjoying our time together.

Back home, we had raspberry and tiramisu coffee cake with champagne. Then, we watched tv as the time to open presents were still a long way to go...We were late to open our presents as we were so attached to watching the korean show 'Cool Kidz On The Block'. It was heart-catching as we see them competing hard  to score in their basketball tournament. We opened our presents by the time show ended. And guess what, I had a white flowery skirt, a cool designed black sweater and a simple white pardini blouse. Though I must say, out of the three clothes that I have, I could only wear the skirt...... Boohoo.....

Still, it's ok because it's never too late to start exercising and get myself slim down. On the other hand, my uncle bought me materials for card making and a prayer book for self-empowerment. How cool is that.....Another thing is that my brother had been given a transformer cap and because he doesn't understand what's it for, he just tossed the cap aside and return back to his bed.

Soon, we all went to bed and indeed yesterday night was indeed a blessing to itself as we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ and may the fruit of the Holy Spirit be among us now and forever.

My Day Before Christmas Eve

Thank you for the time that I shared with Alyssa and her family on this very afternoon. My younger sister and I were invited to their lunch prepared by Alyssa's mum. It was as expected of her mum to cook scrumptious meal; duck meat, curry chicken, chinese meat rolls, chicken nuggets, mixed vegetables and above all the simple yet appetizing chicken rice..

After a handful of that, her mother prepared a desert of chocolate ice-cream for us to eat. Haha....Does it sound like a wonderful meal....Yeah, by the time I finished, I was full and indeed I'm thankful for her mum who is willing to spend her time cooking nice meal for us. I will of course never forget her kindness and I hope that I will be able to be the one to treat her an extravagant meal the next time I start working.

Also, I'm thankful for the time that i spent chatting with my primary school friend, Alyssa and as usual we spent time taking regarding life issues. Having her listening to my problems as well as sharing the stories about people life's struggles has actually woken me up from my slump to actually takes things seriously from now on...

Today, I have renewed my mind once again that it is never to look to change....No matter how much you have cause disappointment to your loved ones, waste a life time opportunity or even committing unforgivable mistakes or habits, as long you have the will and the holy spirit God granted to each and every one of us...then, I can assure you....you are safe.

You are who you are and be happy of who you are....because you're unique in your own way and no one can be exactly the same like you....like fraternal twins who look alike but actually there are still differences between them based what they perceive, their thoughts and their DNA.... Let me confess that I'm not the decent girl as you thought I am.....in fact, I can say that I have wasted 2 years of my life living in sufferings just because of the wrong thoughts I have formed within me. We are actually influenced by our thoughts which leads us to action....

So, pray to the Lord in grace that you may receive understanding and wisdom in life-decision making. There are times when we will be stranded away from our goals due to carelessness and ignorance....However, like I say.. you can stand up again based on your choice and that is the gift that each and every one of us have including you too....

That's all for now and may you sleep well tonite    :)

A wonderful Get Together

Today has been a blessing to itself. Though I was sluggish on my bed this morning and I felt my head was bombarded with all unnecessary thoughts, I found strength to get up and do my daily chores as usual on one simple reason...... CELEBRATING JJ's BIRTHDAY is my ultimate goal for today. Aside that, having to be closer to my best friend than ever is the best thing I can ever ask in my whole life.

And you know what, I manage to do some weeding this afternoon.... There were so many tall grasses that it needs a serious clean-up or else it would have grown taller and interrupt the beauty of a small garden. By the time I was nearly done, it was already 21 minutes pass one. So, there was only about 15 minutes to take my bath. After that, off I go to pick up my best friend and to City One to meet the birthday boy....

Getting to choose present was really enjoyable and worthful. Though I was quite distracted with my mind, I can still feel the excitement to choose the right gift with my best friend.
Then, came the good part where all of us meet up at the main entrance....It's been a while since we meet the last time, and with Christmas around the corner, it was great to have come together and have a nice lunch/dinner at a Japanese restaurant.

Chatting and keep each other entertained was what we do mostly oftime we eat the restaurant. Singing and celebrating JJ'S birthday was indeed fun as we got to tease him in return. Oya, later we headedtowards karaoke where we spend hours singing songs with all our might, heart and voice. Everyone sang well and some sang hilariously but overall, it was fulfilling. Somehow, I felt that we became even closer after we sang together.

So, I hope that we will have another exciting get together the next time we meet, and hopefully is duringthe time of Christmas, so we can celebrate christmas together and make the most out of it to be considered a worthfull event to recall. lastly, having to express my difficulties has allowed to me to feel more closer to my friends as I can share and feel even more closer to them. Well, everyone faces problem anyway.....

THANK YOU and may you have a pleasant day yourself. It's my wish that you would experience the joy as I had for today.    ><

A Great Achievement

I had a hard time waking up today as I wanted to sleep more on my comfortable bed with the cool breeze of the air conditioner touching my cheeks. Thankfully, I forced myself to get up as I know that if I don't, mum would be complaining at the kitchen wondering why kids don't get up on time to do house chores.

First, I ate my bread and had some refreshment on slices of pear peeled by mum. I mopped the floor after my meal and went out to do laundry before the rain started to fall down. After done with that, I proceeded to cleaning my younger sister's piano room as she has not cleared up the stack of documents pilling up in a basket for weeks. Although I was the one cleaning up the mess, in certain way my sis was upset of me disturbing her stuff. I can understand her feelings but at the very least, she should clear up the mess initially before someone else makes the move.

I was quite tired after I have dealt with the paper work but still, there was soup cooking left to do... So, I geared myself and went to chopped carrots and winter melon in the speed of light......(jz joking..but I was in a hurry actually). Unfortunately, I cut my finger due to my carelessness and from that, I received a second scolding from my mum. 

With me having to do so many house chores and finished them by 4.00 pm, I still have to get myself to bath and indeed I'm happy because I've accomplished so much things today. Cleaning, cooking, and dealing with laundries are hard work so I am very contented with my efforts. By the time I've taken my bath, I felt a lot happier and lighter as I am eager to chat with my best friend who just came back from vacation. There so many thoughts in my head that by the time I called her, I couldn't remember what I wanted to say.......Silly ME...But nevermine, I will try to list down my thoughts so that I can have a long chat with her the next time we meet.

Listening to my uncle's testimonial really lifted up my soul as I can feel the guidance of the Holy Spirit running through my veins. It was touching but BOY, I really felt sleepy after that. Knowing I have to iron clothes later, I decided to take a nap of half and hour. While my family were away to shopping mall, I stayed at home looking after my brother while I ironed my clothes....It took me roughly 1 and half hour to get the ironing completed as there were about 1 to 2 days supplies of clothes.

With that, ends another day of today and I hope that tomorrow will be another day where I can accomplish more things with joy and determination. Thank you Lord for the great day and I hope you will continue to guide us every now and then.