Have you wondered why people get discontented so easily? Despite of all the things I've done, it never seems to be enough for the people I care about. Why and why? Why can't people just take a little bit of their time to show some gratitude. Becoz it is through the feelings of thankfulness, that we are able to be tolerant and learn to appreciate one another. It is really frustrating when you know that there's certain people who can't change the way they think... But I can't blame them, coz I AM ONE OF THEM...
Why can't I do things for myself....take initiative to move on even though life is full of struggles...Why do I remain stationery with my negative thoughts and rebellious desires? Knowing it is wrong but I can't help it. It is too enticing to let go. When I see friends able to cope with whatever situation they are facing, I've been thinking to myself am I still a kid or what?
Why do I get irritated so easily even though the matter is just small? For the past two years, I've been struggling with my thoughts over and over again. IT doesn't matter where I am or what time it is, I will remember them clearly over and over again... Is like I abhor them but yet there's still a part of me wanting to hold on to it. Stupid, aren't I.....
I really don't know how my life will be...but I can't let this continue any longer..Don't just sit there...I've gotta CHANGE!!
P/S: I've cooled down already so there's nothing to worry about. You guys out there, continue to work hard in your path line, so that I will be inspired to do the same as you guys....
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