My Day Before Christmas Eve

Thank you for the time that I shared with Alyssa and her family on this very afternoon. My younger sister and I were invited to their lunch prepared by Alyssa's mum. It was as expected of her mum to cook scrumptious meal; duck meat, curry chicken, chinese meat rolls, chicken nuggets, mixed vegetables and above all the simple yet appetizing chicken rice..

After a handful of that, her mother prepared a desert of chocolate ice-cream for us to eat. Haha....Does it sound like a wonderful meal....Yeah, by the time I finished, I was full and indeed I'm thankful for her mum who is willing to spend her time cooking nice meal for us. I will of course never forget her kindness and I hope that I will be able to be the one to treat her an extravagant meal the next time I start working.

Also, I'm thankful for the time that i spent chatting with my primary school friend, Alyssa and as usual we spent time taking regarding life issues. Having her listening to my problems as well as sharing the stories about people life's struggles has actually woken me up from my slump to actually takes things seriously from now on...

Today, I have renewed my mind once again that it is never to look to change....No matter how much you have cause disappointment to your loved ones, waste a life time opportunity or even committing unforgivable mistakes or habits, as long you have the will and the holy spirit God granted to each and every one of us...then, I can assure you....you are safe.

You are who you are and be happy of who you are....because you're unique in your own way and no one can be exactly the same like you....like fraternal twins who look alike but actually there are still differences between them based what they perceive, their thoughts and their DNA.... Let me confess that I'm not the decent girl as you thought I am.....in fact, I can say that I have wasted 2 years of my life living in sufferings just because of the wrong thoughts I have formed within me. We are actually influenced by our thoughts which leads us to action....

So, pray to the Lord in grace that you may receive understanding and wisdom in life-decision making. There are times when we will be stranded away from our goals due to carelessness and ignorance....However, like I say.. you can stand up again based on your choice and that is the gift that each and every one of us have including you too....

That's all for now and may you sleep well tonite    :)